12/06/2021
"Kulas, Independence Day is a bit awkward for us... it is a bit shameful for our ancestors."
Two years ago, I was in the Cordilleras and someone said that to me in a conversation... please do not react yet. At first read, it might sound a bit harsh. But now imagine your ancestors fought and were never conquered by the Spanish. Imagine your ancestors died doing so. That was a real part of history for Filipinos who I was interacting with in the mountains at the time. And after taking moments to listen and learn, I completely respected why someone might feel a bit awkward about celebrating Independence from the Spanish... when they have always had such.
Sitting and typing this on a keyboard, I do so with fear. But even more so WITH PURPOSE.
You see, today, it is Independence day here in the Philippines. And I can't help but think about the Philippines and diversity! You have to respect it. 80 Provinces... i've set foot in all but one. I've seen a lot, I've experienced a lot, I have listened a lot, and I have LEARNED A LOT.
And I guess I just wanted to share something with you. Diversity exists here in the Philippines... in abundance. It is like one hundred countries in one. Language changes, food changes, architecture changes, art changes, and well... thoughts and feelings about subjects change all time!
But one thing that I have never seen change?
Love for home.
You see, even like that person from the mountains who may feel awkward about celebrating Independence day... I could still feel and see a deep rooted love for home. And where was home?
The Philippines.
You know what all this diversity has taught me over the years? Respect. Even if I don't agree with something... I have to respect the fact that differences in life experience, environment, and history have lead to people having their own thoughts and feelings. I guess reflecting on that... it makes me comfortable always placing my hand on my heart when the Philippines national anthem plays, and the flag raises. You see, before, I used to be afraid that people might find it disrespectful or weird...
Because I am not Filipino.
Because I am different.
But you know what? I love my home. And as long as that love and respect is there...
I truly believe that is all that matters.
