12/27/2025
Three years ago today is the day my life forever changed! My everything left me, and my life has not been the same since! Words cannot express how much I miss my Mother, Friend, Confidant, Greatest Supporter and Fan, Life Coach, my Protector and Ride or Die🎯💯❤️
I haven’t nor will I ever get over this great loss💯. Each day is a challenge for me as I make every attempt to push forward as I know shed want me to do. Each day I miss her more! Each day I grow acutely aware that the magnitude of this loss has broken my heart forever! I know God is a mender and comforter of hearts, but it seems as if the hole grows larger and not smaller! I make every attempt to press forward, but she was such an intricate part of my daily life that I find it sometimes impossible to be happy even though I try my hardest, and I put on a happy face for many…I’m torn apart internally and I’m praying fervently for God to help me come to a place of calm internally, and hep me to continue on and live my life with all vigor and greatness as she’d want me to do, Further Implementing my dreams and aspirations and knowing she is with me through it all cheering me on as she’d did in life!❤️
Christmas and the Holiday Season is not the same for me🎯💯. It was our day…our time of year🎯💯. My Mums favorite time of year💯❤️ The only reason why I celebrate the day with decorations etc is because of my Aunt Dorothy Bates and my grandkids, if it were not for them I would not have decorated anything nor celebrated🎯💯
One comfort I do have is knowing that my Mom, my Dad, my Son and my Aunt Ruthie are for sure looking after me and having conversation with the Father in my regard! Sometimes I feel that a decision was made or a coming through happened because one of them interceded on my behalf❤️. It’s a comfort to my Soul and my very being❤️
Rest well Queen Mum❤️🙏🏾 I love and Miss you❤️💔
