10/08/2026
I have walked by this house for several years. For months, maybe longer, I watched the house slowly become abandoned. The yard grew tired. Things began to look neglected. It seemed to be sitting there, quietly waiting for whatever would happen next.
Two days ago, it was still there. Today, I walked by and it was gone. In its place was a giant tractor, a wide expanse of dirt, broken pieces of concrete, and an empty space where a home had once stood.
I was surprised by how much it affected me. I found myself thinking about the people who might have lived there. The lives that happened inside those walls. Morning routines. Holidays. Arguments. Laughter. Children growing up. Maybe celebrations. Maybe heartbreak. Maybe a great deal of love.
Maybe I am romanticizing it. I don't know its story. But I do know that something happened there. But now, you would never know by looking at that empty ground.
This made me think about grief. Sometimes, that is what loss feels like. One day, there is a person in your life, or a beloved animal who has been beside you for years. They are woven into your days, your routines, your memories, your identity. They are simply there.
And then, suddenly or gradually, they aren't. The landscape of your life changes. There is no longer someone sitting in that chair. No familiar footsteps. No phone call. No morning greeting. No little face waiting at the door. No one to share the ordinary moments with.
And sometimes it feels as though everything has been uprooted, as though the house has been completely removed and all you have been left with is the ground it all rested upon. An empty space. A place where something important used to be.
Grief can leave us standing in that space, wondering who we are now. We aren't only grieving the person or the animal we lost, sometimes we are grieving the version of ourselves who existed when they were here.
The person we were with them.
The routines we had.
The role we played.
The life we understood.
And suddenly, we are expected to navigate a landscape we didn't choose, without a map or a floor plan. There is no blueprint for who we are supposed to become next.
Maybe the empty space isn't the end of the story.
Standing there today, looking at that bare piece of ground, I realized something:
They can take down the house, but they cannot erase that a house was once there.
They can remove the walls, the windows, the roof, the garden, and the driveway, but they cannot remove the life that happened there.
They cannot erase the memories.
Grief is much the same. Death can change the physical presence of someone we love, but it cannot erase their place in our story.
It cannot take away the years.
It cannot undo the love.
It cannot erase the lessons, the laughter, the difficult moments, the ordinary Tuesday afternoons, or all the little pieces of life that made that relationship what it was.
Those things remain.
And eventually, slowly, we begin to do something with the space that is left. Not because we are replacing what was there. Not because we are forgetting. And certainly not because we are "moving on." We are simply learning how to live in a different landscape.
We begin to discover who we are now. We may plant something new. We may build differently. We may leave some of the ground untouched for a while. We may not know what comes next. And that's okay, because we don't have to rebuild the same house. We get to carry the story of what once stood there as we begin creating whatever comes next.
Life happens.
Life changes.
Life ends.
And somewhere in between all of those things, we become different versions of ourselves.
Today, I saw an empty lot where a house once stood. But I didn't really see emptiness. I saw evidence of a life that had been there.
And maybe that is what grief asks us to learn:
What is gone is not the same as what has disappeared.
Some things leave our sight without ever leaving our story. And sometimes, the most important thing we can do with the empty space is simply stand there for a while, remember, feel, and, when we are ready, we can begin again.
xo
Gabby
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