19/10/2024
40 DAYS PINNACLE......
It is 40 days since our dearest mother engaged in a journey to come to terms with her death, to get an insight awareness of what was and preparing for her next phase in spirit world.
Our prayers and rituals have helped her to ease her anger a little of her experiences here on earth in our cruel hands.
Her spirit has spent these 40 days at her home(s), next to those who loved her and in her grave where it is her body forever home. Her spirit is now well prepared for heavenly bound. But is she going to leave the physical plane or does she want to stay as an earthbound spirit just like our father did?
Why do we say this? Because those who have sensitive spirit can tell what will happen.
The reasons why our parents spirit is hanging around is because :-
1. Our parents have a strong connection with their homes. Their spirit want to live there. If they did not want you in their homes when they were healthy and strong you will not be able to live in their homes peacefully over their dead bodies. You will see them watching you, hear them talking to you, feel them choking you and more.
2. Our parents are obsessed with their money and material possession. They were very thrift mpaka walikuwa wanafuga fridge ili house girl asikule kilicho ndani. If they did not give you their money or their material possession you will not benefit from them. You will drive a 6 million shilling car and still feel very miserable. You will give your children a lavish life, cars, guns, education but their blessing will come from those grandparents not you. Those grandparents were struggling in their apartment while your kids were drinking alcohol in the next apartment. When they saw grandparents they hid and it was weekend when cleaners and caretaker were not there to help. Every night a new girl was brought in to entertain some of you kid while grandparents waited for someone to help them with medicine. Our parents saw all this with her old eyes. It hurt them so badly. When you went to our parents with your family and that church man to ask for blessings did they bless you? What did our mother say? Can you remember? You asked our father why he said none of his children will be rich than him. He mumbled. He had already seen the signals of greed, laziness, misappropriation of funds, anger management, disunity, selfishness in some of his children. If they are not able to take care of what is already there how can they be rich? Matinga Court was once a giant building. It made our parents proud. Years before they died they saw Matinga Court dwarfed by new apartments at the back. Dad cried with great sadness and said " if I had a little strength I would build fourth floor and fifth floor before I die" Why did he feel this way? Because he saw no one emulated him, no one saw opportunities as he did. All there was was money wasters, land grabbers and haters.
3. Our parents want their spirit to remain in the physical plane to ensure safety for their abandoned daughters. To appease and give them hope when they are downtrodden. Both parents asked to see these daughters and you refused adamantly to give access. For this reason our parent spirit want to stay right here with us.
4. Our parents spirit have an obligation to stay on earth to deliver a message to us. They want to teach us harshly this time because we never listened to them. They want to punish us for the wrongs we did to them. They both cried over and over again. Why did they cry? Did we take their freedom? Did we take their money by telling them lies because they were old? Did we make them feel helpless? Watching our parents video recording tells some of us did not care about our actions. SIKU YA MAJUTO YA JA.