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Smiling Anxiety is real.You talk, you smile, you entertain, you look okay, you give advice, you comfort others, you post...
16/09/2025

Smiling Anxiety is real.

You talk, you smile, you entertain, you look okay, you give advice, you comfort others, you post happy picturesDou sal'm g(od, " but deep inside your chest feels heavy, your heart races for no reason, and your mind never stops screaming.

16/08/2025

Sometimes...
l just want to disappear.
Not forever... just for a while
I don't want anyone asking where I went.
I just want to go somewhere far away,
Where no one knows me...
Where I don't have to pretend I'm okay anymore.
I'm tired.
Tired of being strong all the time.Tired of smiling when it hurts.
Tired of feeling everything so deeply...
And having no one to talk to about it.
I don't want attention
I don't want to explain
l just want peace.Some quiet.
A place where I can breathe without forcing
Cry without hiding,
And feel without guilt.
I'm not giving up..
I've just been holding it in for too long
And now, I just need a break.
From everything
Even from myself.

šŸ’”Aray'bešŸ’”

15/07/2025

ā€œWhere the Feeling Has No Nameā€

Thereā€™s a space in me I donā€™t know how to describe.
Itā€™s not sadness ā€”
Iā€™ve known sadness.
It had color. It had taste. It sat with me like an old friend.

But this?

This isā€¦ quieter.

Like a hand around my throat,
but gently.
Not to kill ā€”
just to remind me Iā€™m not free.

Some days, I feel like Iā€™m floating.
Not in peace,
but in absence.

Like a ghost of someone I was supposed to be.

Thereā€™s a version of me somewhere ā€”
still soft, still warm, still full of dreams ā€”
and I donā€™t know if I lost them,
or if I just buried them
because they were too heavy to carry.

And now?

Now I wake up unsure what I want.

I smile when I donā€™t mean it.
I laugh to avoid silence.
I speak so no one hears the noise inside my head.

Itā€™s loud in here.
But nothing makes sense.
Itā€™s like all my feelings are talking at once ā€”
but in a language I forgot how to speak.

I try to be okay.
Because people get tired of checking in.
They want reasons.
Explanations.
A name for what Iā€™m feeling.

But I donā€™t have one.
And it scares me.

Because if I canā€™t name it,
how do I know it wonā€™t swallow me?

How do I know Iā€™ll ever come back?

So I keep going.
One foot in front of the other.
Not out of hope ā€”
just habit.

Because even if Iā€™m not sure I want to stay,
I donā€™t want to leave
without being understood.

And maybe thatā€™s what hurts most.

That Iā€™m still here ā€”
but I donā€™t even know how to explain
what Iā€™ve become.

ā€” šŸ’”

07/03/2024

I am so drained physically and emotionally šŸ„ŗšŸ˜­ I canā€™t even understand what I really feel right now šŸ’” I just want to disappear from all of the sadness and pain šŸ˜­ This isnā€™t me , I lost my self, i donā€™t know when or how but one thing for sure this is not me anymore šŸ˜­šŸ’”
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kung pagod kana just take a break, pause for a while, breath at kung okay na, patuloy lang basta wag ka lang susuko sa b...
07/03/2024

kung pagod kana just take a break, pause for a while, breath at kung okay na, patuloy lang basta wag ka lang susuko sa buhay kasi ikaw ang talo pag hinayaan mong malunod sa mga mabibigat na sitwasyon

04/03/2024

Masakit kumapit sa tao na sa iba kumakapitšŸ’”šŸ˜Ŗ

ā€œPAPUNTA KA PA LANG PABALIK NA AKOā€ hits different now. Nakapunta na po ako. Malungkot pala dito. Kaya pala tahimik yung...
04/03/2024

ā€œPAPUNTA KA PA LANG PABALIK NA AKOā€ hits different now. Nakapunta na po ako. Malungkot pala dito.

Kaya pala tahimik yung mga matatanda dati nung bata pa tayo kasi pagod sila mag trabaho mag hapon, pagod sila mag isip. Pagod sila mag budget ng sweldo nila. Pagod na silang umalis ng bahay ng umaga pero uuwi gabi na. Pagod na silang mag trabaho ng malayo sa pamilya. Pagod na silang magpanggap at ipakita sa mga mahal nila na kaya pa nila. Pero wala silang makagawa kasi kailangan. Mas naiintindihan ko na, kasi ngayon ako na sila.

Isang mahigpit na yakap sa lahat ng lumalaban para sa pangarap at pamilya.

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