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21/07/2026

"UNTOLD WORD'S Ng isang Introvert"

Akala nila tahimik ka lang, Ang hindi nila alam, ang ingay ng isip mo.Akala nila gusto mong mapag-isa, pero ang totoo, gusto mo rin ng taong pipilling manatili. Madalas kang mapagkamalang suplado, pero nahihirapan ka lang makisabay sa mga taong hindi mo pa
komportable. Hindi ka palaimik, pero kapag nakahanap ka ng taong pinagkakatiwalaan mo, hindi ka na nauubusan ng kuwento. Hindi ka malamig-hindi ka lang sanay ipakita ang nararamdaman mo.
Sanay kang makinig sa problema ng iba habang tahimik mong dinadala ang sarili mong laban.
Madalas mong sabihin na "okay lang ako, " kahit ang totoo, gusto mo ring may magtanong kung kumusta ka talaga.Bawat mensaheng isesend mo, ilang beses mong binabasa.Bawat salitang sasabihin mo, ilang ulit mong iniisip. Hindi dahil mahina ka, kundi dahil ayaw mong maging dahilan ng sakit o abala sa iba.
Ang pinakamalaking maling akala tungkol sa mga introvert ay hindi sila marunong makipagkapwa. Ang totoo, pagod lang silang paulit-ulit na hindi maintindihan.
At kapag may isang taong tinanggap sila nang walang .talk ph3
paghusga, doon nila ibinibigay ang bersyon ng sarili nilang bihirang makita ng mundo.

21/07/2026

TARA SHOT!!

Hindi lahat ng ‘Tara, shot.' ay tungkol sa alak.
Minsan, code lang 'yan ng isang taong pagod na.Pagod nang magpanggap na okay.
Pagod nang ngumiti kahit ang bigat-bigat na ng dinadala.
May mga taong nagyayayang uminom hindi dahil
gusto nilang maglasing, kundi dahil gusto lang nilang may makinig. Yung kahit isang gabi lang, mailabas nila lahat ng sama ng loob, mga pangarap na hindi natupad, mga taong nanakit, at mga laban na tahimik nilang kinakaharap araw-araw.
Ang totoo, hindi naman alak ang hinahanap nila.
Ang hinahanap nila ay pahinga. Kausap. Yakap.
0 kahit isang taong magsasabing, ‘Kaya mo 'yan, nandito lang ako.
Kaya kung may kaibigan kang nagyayang [email protected] mong isipin agad na gusto lang niyang magpakalasing.
Baka ang totoo, gusto lang niyang maramdaman na hindi siya nag-isang lumalaban sa buhay.

14/07/2026

"Nakakapagod"

Di madali Ang Buhay sabi nga nila totoo naman.
Kahit anong pagsubok pa yan dapat lagpasan mo
Dapat di ka panghinaan
Nakakapagod pero kailangan lumaban
Pero pag ikaw na mismo Ang sumuko lalaban kapa ba
Sadyang mapaglaro Ang tadhana pero pag ikaw na mismo sumuko sa laban Ng Buhay ibig Sabihin pagod kana.

Napaka unfair Ng Buhay bakit hndi pare parehas sadyang swerte lang ba nila
O minalas ka lang talaga
Hirap makipag sabayan sa mga taong mataas ang nakamtan o sadyang simple lang Ang Buhay na gusto mo .
Mahirap pag mahirap pero pano mo pag lalaban Ang Buhay kung Walang taong
Aayon sayo.

Nakakapagod na nga pero pag napagod magpahinga pero sa bawat pahinga mo hndi mo maisip ang kung anong pwede mo pa ilaban pag gusto mo pa.
Di Tayo pare parehas pero Ang sakin napapagod din naman ako pero Ngayon sumuko na Tama na.

Smiling Anxiety is real.You talk, you smile, you entertain, you look okay, you give advice, you comfort others, you post...
16/09/2025

Smiling Anxiety is real.

You talk, you smile, you entertain, you look okay, you give advice, you comfort others, you post happy picturesDou sal'm g(od, " but deep inside your chest feels heavy, your heart races for no reason, and your mind never stops screaming.

16/08/2025

Sometimes...
l just want to disappear.
Not forever... just for a while
I don't want anyone asking where I went.
I just want to go somewhere far away,
Where no one knows me...
Where I don't have to pretend I'm okay anymore.
I'm tired.
Tired of being strong all the time.Tired of smiling when it hurts.
Tired of feeling everything so deeply...
And having no one to talk to about it.
I don't want attention
I don't want to explain
l just want peace.Some quiet.
A place where I can breathe without forcing
Cry without hiding,
And feel without guilt.
I'm not giving up..
I've just been holding it in for too long
And now, I just need a break.
From everything
Even from myself.

💔Aray'be💔

15/07/2025

“Where the Feeling Has No Name”

There’s a space in me I don’t know how to describe.
It’s not sadness —
I’ve known sadness.
It had color. It had taste. It sat with me like an old friend.

But this?

This is… quieter.

Like a hand around my throat,
but gently.
Not to kill —
just to remind me I’m not free.

Some days, I feel like I’m floating.
Not in peace,
but in absence.

Like a ghost of someone I was supposed to be.

There’s a version of me somewhere —
still soft, still warm, still full of dreams —
and I don’t know if I lost them,
or if I just buried them
because they were too heavy to carry.

And now?

Now I wake up unsure what I want.

I smile when I don’t mean it.
I laugh to avoid silence.
I speak so no one hears the noise inside my head.

It’s loud in here.
But nothing makes sense.
It’s like all my feelings are talking at once —
but in a language I forgot how to speak.

I try to be okay.
Because people get tired of checking in.
They want reasons.
Explanations.
A name for what I’m feeling.

But I don’t have one.
And it scares me.

Because if I can’t name it,
how do I know it won’t swallow me?

How do I know I’ll ever come back?

So I keep going.
One foot in front of the other.
Not out of hope —
just habit.

Because even if I’m not sure I want to stay,
I don’t want to leave
without being understood.

And maybe that’s what hurts most.

That I’m still here —
but I don’t even know how to explain
what I’ve become.

— 💔

07/03/2024

I am so drained physically and emotionally 🥺😭 I can’t even understand what I really feel right now 💔 I just want to disappear from all of the sadness and pain 😭 This isn’t me , I lost my self, i don’t know when or how but one thing for sure this is not me anymore 😭💔
cc:Aray'be

04/03/2024

Masakit kumapit sa tao na sa iba kumakapit💔😪

“PAPUNTA KA PA LANG PABALIK NA AKO” hits different now. Nakapunta na po ako. Malungkot pala dito. Kaya pala tahimik yung...
04/03/2024

“PAPUNTA KA PA LANG PABALIK NA AKO” hits different now. Nakapunta na po ako. Malungkot pala dito.

Kaya pala tahimik yung mga matatanda dati nung bata pa tayo kasi pagod sila mag trabaho mag hapon, pagod sila mag isip. Pagod sila mag budget ng sweldo nila. Pagod na silang umalis ng bahay ng umaga pero uuwi gabi na. Pagod na silang mag trabaho ng malayo sa pamilya. Pagod na silang magpanggap at ipakita sa mga mahal nila na kaya pa nila. Pero wala silang makagawa kasi kailangan. Mas naiintindihan ko na, kasi ngayon ako na sila.

Isang mahigpit na yakap sa lahat ng lumalaban para sa pangarap at pamilya.

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