08/07/2026
Last week, in front of my family, my church community, and dear friends, I did something I never thought I would do again: I was baptized.
In the Orthodox faith, many of us are baptized as infants—before we can speak, understand, or make that choice for ourselves. I was just one year old when my parents and godparents stood on my behalf and made promises for me. I grew up carrying that gift, shaped by it in ways I’m only now beginning to fully understand.
But over these past several months, something began stirring quietly within me. At first, it was a whisper. Then, it became impossible to ignore.
I felt called not to erase or undo what happened when I was a baby, but to personally stand in the faith I had been given. To make that choice for myself. To say yes, publicly and with my own voice, to something my family had once said yes to on my behalf.
So last week, I stepped into the water again.
But this time, I wasn’t an infant being carried by others. I was an adult standing on my own, eyes open, heart willing, and choosing this for myself.
I wanted my family there.
I wanted my church family there.
I wanted the people who have prayed for me, encouraged me, challenged me, and walked beside me to witness that moment.
And I’m not going to pretend I have everything figured out. Faith doesn’t always work that way. Sometimes, faith is simply taking the next step even when you don't know exactly where the road leads.
But as I stood in that water, surrounded by the people I love, something inside me shifted.
It felt like a homecoming.
Like stepping fully into a story that began long before I was old enough to rememand choosing to continue that story with my own voice, my own faith, and my whole heart.
To my family, who raised me in faith…
To my godparents, who first stood for me…
And to my church family, who stood with me again…
Thank you.
Thank you for showing up.
Thank you for praying.
Thank you for loving me.
Thank you for witnessing this moment with me.
This baptism isn’t the end of anything.
It is a new beginning.
It is simply me saying yes out loud, with an open heart—to God and to whatever He has waiting for me next.
I’m ready for the next chapter.