06/17/2026
June 16, 1994 she was born and a few days later I signed the adoption paperwork. I was 19. My heart has been broker ever since. I’ve tried to get the court to unseal the records so I could have a name - they have denied me multiple times. I’ve tried to get the original lawyers to look for her & her parents. They cannot find the adoptive mother. They were able to tell me the adoptive father passed away. I pray 🙏 that someday this mountain between us will be moved. I know that God is taking care of her and that she got to have the life I was unable to give her. There isn’t a single day that goes by that I don’t wonder or think about her. I have written letters and poems to her throughout the years. Things I’ve wanted to say or tell her. She may never get to read them. She may never know what I was willing to sacrifice for her.