06/20/2025
Woke up this morning thinking about what we would be doing today. I would hug you tight and sing all the birthday songs, give you lovey loveys and make you smile. Ayana and I would probably try to figure out a way to truly celebrate you. We would surely end up somewhere drinking margaritas at some point. Every single day I am reminded how truly blessed I was to be chosen to be your mommy. From the tears to laughter. Oftentimes because of the laughter, weβd be in tears. π€ͺ
You truly were a remarkable human; compassionate, sensitive, loving, funny, adventurous, giving, a fighter, straight no chaser friend, and most of all you were just you. I miss your physical presence, I miss your your voice, your laughter, your smile. Today I know I will see you in many ways. Butterflies will show up, even the birds that you didnβt like will fly in close view. The sun will shine extra bright and beautiful today. Thank you for living Amber, thank you for fighting the good fight. Thank you dreaming, hoping, praying and believing. I love you π beyond words. I love you with my whole heart. Happy Heavenly birthday PoohBear, mommy loves you.