06/14/2026
Hello, faithful followers. Happy Sunday! π I had a couple of weeks off and then back in the hospital again. The family, we thought we had worked on beating this infection, In and out of the hospital with all its mixed emotions. The mixed experiences with nurses. Some great nurses and some bad with the staff. My privacy, pride and modesty go ahead and throw out the window. πͺ
But here we are, as the infectious disease team came in from the recent MRI results, holding their heads down; yet, you hope they have some kind of positive news . Wish it was some joyful news. But alas, they told me yes, the culture still showed the pseudomanas was still growing in the muscle and soft tissue and now the MRI has shpwed it's expanded into the bone. I was told it wouldn't be a 10 day oral antibiotic and light wound dressing for treatmentrhis timeΓ. This would be six weeks of antibiotics around the clock via my chemo port. No wait, now it has changed to ordering a picc line in my arm. π€
After I wiped away the tears, I thought what about plans to lightly work again and par down my bills as well as condense storage that has had to just sit there and wait again. Feels like my stuff is all I have to represent my life. Where this cancer and its remnants has just taken over my life and realize everything just has to stop again. Like my mentor said-you can't be running around doing all this stuff. You need to focus on healing. Focus on getting rid of this infection or nothing will matter. π
So, here I lie again being told I have to be introduced to another device-a picc line in my arm. I feel like Wolverine in X-Men where they insert his claw in his arm. I'll have to receive antibiotics twenty four hours for six weeks. My family ans friends want me to stay home and not work for several weeks. Tough with didability not covering all the bills. π¦
And, in this plan of putting light work aside while I focus on healing, I ironically want to work and have to hang that up for now. And having to pull out the budget, the one glaring piece was clear. If I could just get rid of this one piece in the budget, disability could cover the rest. π€
I have been speechless on the generosity that has come in so far paying for travel, expenses, bills..the unexpected and more....π€
In going through this journey I have the biggest ask or at least help me chip away at it in the budget. If I could get rid of my car payment, the rest would fall in place. I wouldn't have to worry about not being able to get to a doctor's appointment or car repossession. If I can raise $9,954, I could focus on healing and not stressing about bills. The car payment is so high at $674 a month.
Again, so grateful for my family. So grateful for my friends. Thank you for all who have come to visit at the hospital. Thank you for all the donations that have come through. π¨βπ©βπ§βπ§
If you are able to donate thank you so incredibly much. If not, share the story, the life you may save may be your own. π₯°
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