07/29/2023
TESTIMONY OF DELIVERANCE AND HEALING FROM SELF HATRED AND REJECTION
Blessings to you Pastor and your lovely family.
I want to to thank God for healing me and delivering me from the spirit of self hatred, condemnation and rejection. Throughout my life I have experienced this spirit from very young age since I was a kid. I'd look for validation, love and acceptance from people even if they treated me horribly and some hated me.
This morning as I was preparing myself for the day I was analysing through why my social life is the way it is, condeming myself, hating the way things are, angry and helpless and wondered why it was so.
I realized that it was because I had done a mistake the former night and I was badly scolded for it; although I tried to tell myself it was a mistake and I will fix it all this feelings were so much inside of me even in the morning (anger; hatred; slef hatred, rejection & condemnation towards myself).
Now the Holy Spirit was revealing and revealing things to me, showed me what the root cause of my problems were as I was thinking and wondering.
I wondered if really I could be saved and I said to myself I can't give myself therapy or heal myself whilst in my mind and I said Holy Spirit (is my therapist) is the one giving me therapy of speaking to me and helping me see why the way things have been this way.
Immediately I then opened my laptop, then youtube and the first video I saw was titled "DELIVERANCE PRAYER FROM SELF HATRED, SELF CONDEMNATION & REJECTION" By Pastor Robert Clancy
I opened it up and prayed with at first I got so much distracted but I started it again and prayed.
I listened to the prayer and everything the pastor was teaching about made sense and I was so humbled and happy that the Lord showed me this video immediately when I saw it. I broke down in tears as the Lord was ministering to me through this prayer and I repeated the prayer verbally praying it at the same time as I was listening to it. Chains fell I felt light I repented of my sins of hating myself and the Lord renewed me to see myself the way He sees me and I was happy that my Father loves me and has chosen me I am His beloved!
I'm delivered people of God and the Lord is mighty to save after questing How will be saved or healed from this the Lord in His might mercy love and Power and saved me Amen!
Blessed be the name of Jehovah I'm so happy and whole!
Thank You Jesus
Precious saints never tire continue to steadfastly pray and God will see you through!
May The Father bless you pastor and your family and this ministry and the body of Christ in Jesus name amen!
Deliverance From Rejection and healing from emotional abuse:
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLUrXUK9J4pMiG3A7goOagjj74hNq_BEpK