12/28/2021
I have no interest in holding myself to an expectation that I know eventually, I will not keep, sure, I can control myself and Capricorn myself to the point of utter disillusionment to the fact that at some point the waters of fluidity will pass through and what I thought was important in January will not be important in May… I’m letting go of the need to fulfill any Quality of expectation other than the nature of my own heart and soul, that which is fluid and ever-changing, I need no laws or rules to make me feel stable in this world, I will eat whatever I want, be whoever I want, and go forward in my life with the flexibility of open permission for new things to approach, new desires to entice me, and for myself to Surprise me in what I would’ve thought was a mistake… Life is a blossoming flower… Life is a dance… Life is a… I don’t know, what do you think?