01/01/2023
As 2022 comes to an end. I took some time to reflect on this year. Usually I’m pretty quiet on social media w/ personal post but I’d thought I share. This year, was tough year for me. I encountered challenges within myself on sometimes I would feel and why I acted w/ certain behaviors. Typically around this time of year, I dislike it. Simply because I hardly had my family together since I was probably a kid. My parents have been separated but not divorced. They remained mutual for the most part. It was something that I really bothered me inside b/c I would always compare to other people & see how their families were together. My parents failed marriage gave me a lot of resentment towards them because my family wasn’t “normal”. Earlier this year, I came to realize I was depressed. I felt hollow inside, broken, lost, and alone. I was mentally clocked out from work. I lost my desire, ambition, motivation, focus. thankfully I had the courage to ask for help b/c I couldn’t find the answers I needed. Thru self discovery & reading on personal development I’ve learned to really change my attitude, perspective, I’ve matured & learn how to cope with those issues in my life. It help me change my life around. In June, my father asked if he can move into my house, because he wanted to be in a better situation, I told him of course you can move in. It was a blessing b/c my father & I never really had a concrete relationship, I’ve learned to improve my relationship w/ him but also my mom, as they both live with me. Thru changes, I’ve learned to love my parents for who they are. I’ve came to noticed that I’ve always been a as***le towards them(blindly) because I had resentment towards them. Today, my parents are civil and get along, which gives me fulfillment. I healed from the past, I have peace for my personal self but I noticed how much this effected me in my business side too b/c things weren’t ok at home. This was the worst year for me as an agent. But I managed to flip two homes in a unorthodox market & made changes to improve myself so I can become a better agent. My dream was to always sell Real estate back where I’m from. I’m really excited to bounce back in 2023.
