12/27/2023
Good morning Facebook family and friends! 🥰 This is feeling heavy on my heart and though i would share my heart! Open up to you all be vulnerable!!! If you know me, well you know I am ok with you laughing at me with me! Nothing makes me happier! But this is a little more serious side but still quirky!!! LOL!🤦♀️🤦♀️🤦♀️
HERE we go, some like to wait until New Years for a renewal of commitments to be a better mom, dad or spouse/loose wait/stop drinking/stop smoking/beat last year's production, etc. I think you all know what i am talking about, new years resolutions... But why wait a couple of more days?!?! Let's start now and if we fall start again the next sunrise!!!! Or even the next hour or the minute we realize we are doing whatever we know is not good for our soul.
I feel strong it be Now!!! Dont wait to love more, give more, be more as we can do all of these things tomorrow or next week but know through him, our savior! Through him we can do anything!!!! Our Lords has and done so much for us and I take it for granted! I want more out of this time i am here and plan to learn through prayer how to do it!!! I want to see more of what he wants me to see, do more of what he wants me to do! I feel stuck! I blame covid, I blamed 2 bad knees now 1 bad knee but why wait!
He was born, He walked this earth with people that hated him, spitting on him, eventually betraying him and killing him! The most tortures death!!!! some of these were people whom said they loved him!🤔
shhhh! sounds familiar today as well...
Who are we to be sad about a bad day, someone doing us wrong!?! Are we more than him? (Disclaimer " I Am Not!!!) I am not by far!!! I want to be but my stupid human self gets in my own way!!! I get mad at myself! I get down on myself! Why, because we'll I want to be good, I want to be perfect! This can not happen here! There is only one place that will happen and we'll yall won't get to see me at my best and I am sorry for that!LOL! Well.... unless we run into each other up there at a Dallas Cowboy game or by a running stream, or in a filled of beautiful wild flowers and me playing with all my beautiful grand children or run into me and Paul feeding the cows, donkeys and any other animals we can find...Peacocks! I want Peacocks! Oops, there I go again! (Wait... Will my gbabies still be my little grandchildren?🤔... woops!!! My mind gets a little carried away! Hahaha ha they call it ADHD! I have that so bare with me!!!
In closing i just want to say ....We just celebrated our Saviours Birth, why wait to be the best we can/could be... let's do it now, together as a family, as friends, as neighbors as brothers and sisters in Christ! I truly love you all and please give me grace as I am not perfect but sure wish I was!!!!! For my own selfish sake!!! (See, already I'm sinning!) I am done rambling! Sorry for the Grammer, misspelled words and run on sentences!!!! Never was or am I good at grammer!!!!
Have a super great day and go slay those demons or dragons!!! ❤️
Sorry TMI!!! This is just me and my heart!