20/11/2022
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*SARUDZO YANGU*
By Authoress Mollash ππ
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*New Bookπ*
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*CHAPTER 1οΈβ£*
*Intro*
*Ndakabuda ndichimhanya kunanga kumota yangu ,misodzi ichingoti mokoto kuerera blinding my visionπ . I couldn't believe my eyes ,how could they do this to me .?Was I not good enough for him ? π₯Ί
Mibvunzo yaingotenderera mumusoro mangu .Ndichizvibvunza ndega so ndatsikitsira zvino musoro pastaring wheel.Ndakazonzwa munhu kuknocker pawindow rangu.Ndakasimudza musoro ndokuona ari Stanely akapfeka zvake boxer short ,
Him: baby it's not wat u think ..pliz dont go u can't drive like this .π₯Ί
*Ndaiita kudedera ndichifemereka nehasha chaidzo .Handina kana kumbomupindura ,ndakasimudza mota with him busy begging me not to go .Akabva atonomira pamberi pemota yangu ...the nerve of him...
Me: π get the f**k out of my way ..(I shouted)
Him: pliz Tanya I can explain...baby.!
*nx explain kudii kwacho , imbwa yemunhu ,dai asina kuzobva pamberi pemota ndakamutsika coz ndakabva ndavhurumutsa mota semunhu anopenga ndichitoenda .Misodzi yangu yaingobuda ,I couldn't hold them .Phone yangu yakatanga kuringer ,ndakamisa mota muside meroad and took a deep breath ndichorova rova pachest pangu painge porwadza .I reached for my ringing phone yaiva muhand bag mangu ,ndokutoona kuti ndiro benzi riya raindifonera. I just switched off my phone ndokuikandira uko .Ndakazodriver kuenda kumba zvekuzvishingisa chaizvo nekuti I felt so shattered and brokenππ₯. Ndakademba chandainge ndabvira kuBulawayo nekukasika ,shuwa kusvikira zvakadai here.π
*By the way zita ndinonzi Tanyaradzwa Mathe.25 years of age ,doing my last year in Business Management paUZ .Ndaigara muHarare kuChisipiti nabhudhi vangu vahombe BaJojo nemukadzi wavo .Tainge takaberekwa hedu tiri four mumba medu (Tichaona or BaJojo ,Hillary and Terrence) kuchizouya inini ndinova ndini the last born and the only girl .Vabereki vedu vainge vakashaya ndichitori kacheche chaiko zvinova zvakandinetsa mupfungwa kuti handina kumbobvira ndakamboona zviso zvavo havo.Mwari dai vakangosiyawo one wavo atleast manje vese here.
Zvisinei ndakazokura ndichichengetwa nagogo kuBulawayo .Ndaisashaya anything hangu coz our family was very rich .Zvinonzi pakafa vabereki vedu vakasiya zvese mumazita edu sezvo vaiva nemaCompanies ,mines and farms so we were loaded.Bhudhi vangu vakatozonditora kuBulawayo uko kwandaigara nagogo ndichitoenda form 4.Ndipo pandakatanga kugara navo kuno ndichaenda kuchikoro. All of my brothers were very over protective pandiri zvimwe zvinotobhohwa chaizvo .Kana kutoona kamukomana pamberi pangu vaisada yaitoita nyaya kumba kutogariswa dare chaiko zvinova zvaindisvota kusvika pekupedzisira.
Asi mongozivawo kuti mwana akanzi usaite chakati ndicho chaanotoda kuita .Zvavaindirambidza kuita mukomana izvozvo ndaitoda kuona kuti why vaindirambidza .Ndipo pandakazotanga kudanana naStanely anova ndiye my first love ,ndaimudidisa zvokuti nemoyo wese until the day I found him in bed with my best friend Linda .Pandaiudzwa nevanhu ndaizviramba ini ndichingoti kungowirirana kwavaiita naLinda izvo kupi they were busy stabbing me at the back havo.Regai zvinzi rudo ibofu zveshuwa .I was blinded by my love for him, ndisingaoni all the signs that were there.π°
*Anyway back to my story ..
*Ndakapaker mota yangu mugarage ndokumbogaramo ndichitonzwa kupera simba chairo kunzwa kufizuva .Ndakazobuda kupinda mumba feeling so defeated ndichiita kudedera nehasha chaidzo .Kana maiguru vangu vakatoshayawo kuti chii asi I just couldn't take it ini ..zvandainzwa pamoyo pangu was just too much to handle.ππ₯
"Hezvo ko chii nhaiwe Tanya ,kwakanaka?"
*Vakatobvunza mai Jojo vaona state yandaiva. Ndakatadza kana kuvapindura ini ndaiita kunzwa zigodo rehasha kundigara pahuro kuti mbii chaiko.Ndakangovadarika ndokunanga kuroom kwangu ndokutonozvivharira nekutotanga kuchema .π
Handaimbozvifungira ini kuti vanhu vaviri vandaitruster zvakanyanyisa vangandirwadzisa zvakadaro.Ndakaita kuhwihwidza ndichichema ,picture yaStany naLinda ichingori mumusoro mangu.Hakuna chinhu chinorwadza sekuwanikidza best friend yako neboyfriend yako vakarara vese .Vainge vandigura kunorira chaiko handaimbozvifungira kuti vangandirwadzise zvakadaro ini.Ndakachema ndigozvirega .Ndifunge kuti ndainge ndatokurumidza kubva kuBulawayo kuuya kuzoona mukomana wangu ,ndichiti ndiite iri surprise kuenda kuFlat kwake sezvo ndaiziva kuti nhasi ari pa off.Shuwa ndosvikira vanhu vari busy kuita zvinhu zvavo here ,with my best friend of all people,my best friend here.πNdakaita kuhwihwidza kuchema chaiko ndichifunga zvandainge ndaona.
Ndakazonzwa maiguru vangu vakugogodza padoor pangu busy shouting my name to open the door.Vaitonetsekanawo kuti wat was going on with me .
I just wanted to be alone ini, ndaisatomboda zvekunyaudzwa .
"Tanya vhura door kani ,ko chii chamboitika nhai?"
*Ndakatowedzera kuchema ini kana kudaira handina .Ndakazonzwa voti...
Her: ukasavhura door ndakufonera bhudhi vako ini.
**ahh ndaisatomboda kuti ana bhudhi vangu vazvizive ..Asi chekuita ndopainge pasina ,One way or the other vaitozozviziva havo pluz vainge vakambondipa warning nezvazvo ini ndokuomesa musoro ndichiti zvimwe vari wrong manje now ππ»ββοΈπ₯..ahh ini zvekunzi ndakambokuudza ndozvandisingadi .I know kuti vaizondipa ma pity faces .Zvakatowedzera kuti ndicheme .Marwadzo andainzwa sooka ndakademba kufa hangu.Stanny ndaimuda nemoyo wangu wese .Nekwatakabva here nhasi orara naLinda best friend yangu.Dai akangondiudza hake kuti haachandida pane kusarudza kundibaya nerakagomara kudaro.π
Ndakachema ndigozvirega ini kusvika ndakutonzwa mabayo chaiwo,maiguru vachingogodza padoor pangu .Ndakangoti amheno ikoko vafonerei anabhudhi vangu vacho asi I'm not opening the door .Ndakazonzwa padoor pati zii vasisagogodze .Ndakaita kuzvambarara pasi ndichiita kuchema ndakabata pachest painge porwadza.
Ndakachema kusvika ndakunzwa musoro kutema pfungwa dzuchifungisisa ,I got up from the floor ndokuenda kubath kuti ndigeze kumeso .Pandakangozvitarisa pa mirror soo ,I couldn't recognize the face I was seeing .Maziso ainge akaita kutsvuka nekuzvimba .Sezvo ndaiva ndakati tsvukei face yainge yakatoita red nekuchema .Misodzi yacho ndaitadza kana kui controller ini .π°
Ndainge ndozvibvunza ndakazvitarisa pa mirror muviri wese kuti chii chaizvo chandisina chaainge awana kuna Linda .Inga wani ndaimupa zvese nhasi ondidai .Ndakarwadziwa kusvika pekupedzisira .
Zvaindirambira ini kuti shuwa best friend yangu neboyfriend yangu here ...
ahhhhhh πNdakatanga kupwanya chese chandaiwona chinoputsika dziri hasha dzandaivanzwira .Linda ndaimuudza all my problems and secrets ,today she decided to be the biggest problem in my life.She betrayed me ,they both betrayed me .Vaindisekerera vachiziva zvavari havo kundiida dununu ravo inini.Ndakazviwisira pabed ndaneta nekupwanya zvinhu ndakungoenderera mberi nekuchema .Ndaive ndarwadziwa hangu kusvika panyama nhete.
Papera chinguva,Ndakazonzwa padoor pakugogodzwa manje vana bhudhi vangu vakusheedzera kuti ndivh**e door ....I knew it kuti maiguru vachafonera vese chete.
Terry: sweetheart open the door kanhai..wat is going on?
BaJojo: Tanya ukuchema chii ..vhura door mhani.
Tary: Dont force us to break the door Tanya ..vhura tione .
*Vaidaro vese vachipanana ma chance ekunoka sevanopenga padoor pangu.Ndakatova ignore ini ...
Terry: Tanya.!..
Me: π£Leave me alone ...I don't wanna see all of you. (I shouted)
Terry: ko taita sei ?
Me: just leave me alone pliz ..
I wanna be alone. π
*Ndakadaro ndichitowedzera kuchema ini. Vakaramba vachingogogodza vachindinyaudza .
Me: Ndati ndisiyei mhani ..Leave me alone .(I shouted again)
*Vaitondiwedzera kuchema kwacho .I didn't want anyone's company right now ,I just wanted to be alone .They begged me to open the door but I just ignored them ....ndakazorohwa nehana ndaona va........
*End of chapter 1 ..
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